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Thursday, January 28th, 2010
11:57 pm
Kittens Poem (shows it off)

Hello, We just joined this community and would like to say Hi to everyone here and I hope that we can find many likeminded and wise friends to help guide us in the lifestyle. I have known I was a Dom for awhile now however my girl is new to the scene and finding her way (as you may realize if you read the ups and downs of our shared journal). So far I believe she has come far and our relationship has grown. However I seek advice advice in Discipline
‎ and rewarding in order to strengthen her traits and help rid her of her bad habits. (and perhaps myself as
well ^.^) I myself come here for guidance and understanding so that I can always be what my love needs in a Dom.

I am very proud of her and as such I am posting one of her latest poems to me here so that she can see what others think of it.


i stand beside You
Not against You
i don't dodge the rain
i block the rain
AS the raindrops fall
 i hold Your hand
AS the wind blows
i don't run away
i stand strong against it's strength
The thunder and lighting pounds with force
i hold You close and love You more
The ground may shake
indicating a earth quake
i don't search for an escape
i open my arms and make You safe
If there were a thought of the end of the world
i would stand not alone
But with Your pure soul
i would reassure You that You are my DOM and i'm your sub
in this life and the next and at that very moment everything becomes clear
So i trust and believe You will do what's right
In any case i stand by You not against You

(I've been bad!)

Monday, January 11th, 2010
10:49 am

(1 spank as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Monday, December 7th, 2009
10:38 pm
BDSM attributes

Hand-crafted things of the erotic content.
Leather whips, floggers, lashes, lighting fixtures, devices, toys...

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Saturday, November 28th, 2009
10:12 am
please help
Hello All,

I am a 23 year old student from Pagosa Springs, Colorado majoring in English Communications and I am new to the BDSM community. Twice I have dabbled with spanking, several instances with a Romanian girl named Mary who desperately needed to be punished while on her period. The second, which took place months earlier, with a girl named Roselyn who cheated on me and felt guilty about it until she asked me to spank her. I went from pants, to panties, to bare, to belt. Afterward I made love as I had not until that point. There is a post on my journal regarding this instance.

I am a straight switch and am looking for a women about my age to teach me more about the world of BDSM and hurt me for my somewhat deviant personality while allowing me to do the same. There is not much here in the Southwest and I desperately need help finding a women I can talk about and experiment witht the use of pain.

Please Help if you can and possibly add seek out my profile. Thank you all so much!

Laugh long, love life,

Ryan Versaw

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Saturday, October 17th, 2009
4:02 pm
My name is Lynn! I am in a vanilla relationship, we're engaged and going to get married in a year or so. I love him very much, but I don't know if he wants to do what I want when it comes to spanking.
I'll go ahead and say that I haven't exactly talked to him about it. He spanks me, but it's always over in less that ten-twenty seconds, and he always makes it soooo obviously sexual. And hey, that's cool, but sometimes(most of the time), I really want him to wallop me.
I guess it's better than nothing though. I don't know, reading stories about the domestic discipline lifestyle really interests me. I want us to have that sort of lifestyle. I talked to him the other day about being more in charge, and dominant, but he hasn't really changed all that much. I don't think he "gets" what I mean.I'm just afraid that if I say anything about it, he'll think that I just want a pleasurable punishment whenever I've done something really bad. And heck, spankings fricken awesome, and it turns me on, but that isn't my point.
Are we doomed? I feel so frustrated sometimes, and confused. I just don't know what to do. Maybe I've put to much emphasis on spanking, and it's to late to change everything.
I just want a sort of lifestyle where he's stern when I've done something, and then....spanks me.

Eh. I'm just venting I guess. Advice? Suggestions?

Current Mood: confused

(5 spanks as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Friday, October 2nd, 2009
2:23 pm
10/11: Capitol Punishment II - The Washington, DC Fetish Ball returns!
DC's Ultimate Fetish Party returns!

Sunday, Oct 11 at Ultrabar (911 F St NW).

$15 advance tickets available at CapitolPunishment.net
$20 at the door

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Saturday, September 26th, 2009
2:52 am
10/11: Capitol Punishment II - The Washington, DC Fetish Ball returns!
Capitol Punishment II: Re-Election is Sunday, Oct 11 2009 at Ultrabar!

911 F St NW
Washington, DC 20004

Doors open at 8:30 PM
$15 advance tickets available HERE!
$20 at the door.

Please join us for DC's Ultimate Underground Fetish Ball, produced and hosted by fetish model Nicotine + NYC fetish event producer and DJ Xris SMack! (SMack!, Stimulate).

This year's event features performances by fetish supermodels Angela Ryan and Idelsy of LoveandDeathProject.com! Bringing together some of the area's best alternative DJ's, latex fashion shows by Dawna Matrix Designs and Collective Chaos Designs (featuring fetish models Jade Vixen, Kerri Taylor, and more!), and a well equipped play-space provided by DXS, this is a night you won't want to miss.

Last year was an incredible affair of opulence, elegance, & sheer extravagance. This year is shaping up to be even better than before. So join us for a night of endless possibilities & let your fantasies run wild…

Dress code: Fetish, latex, leather, uniforms, black tie, kinky patriotic, sexy Uncle Sam, slutty Lady Liberty...Make an effort! Dress to impress!

VIP After Party follows the main show. Presented by British Lucky Paul & The Metro Underground.

Promotional assistance provided by: Richard A.D. & The Metro Underground: your gateway to the entire spectrum of the alternative, adult, & underground scene for DC & the Mid-Atlantic Region.

Add us on twitter: @DCFetishBall

Also, join our Facebook group: http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/group.php?gid=131545809506&ref=nf

More details coming soon at CapitolPunishment.net!

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(I've been bad!)

Tuesday, December 5th, 2006
8:54 pm

(2 spanks as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Tuesday, November 28th, 2006
3:29 pm
Add me
26 year old Female in Portland Oregon.

I’m looking interesting to add to my LJ. I post sex stories and spanking stories all the time. I’m looking to add people who also post spanking stories to there journal or also enjoy spanking discussion. Looking for mostly other women to add but I will add men if you are able to interest me.

I am a switch and I do not put up with lurking so if you post maybe once a month and never comment then don’t even bother adding me.



Current Mood: bored

(1 spank as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
6:07 am
Community Pimp

What is this community for? As the url says, "Non-Con is fun!" This is for any fan fic, original fiction, or art that deals with areas of "questionable consent" - be it rape, bondage, or torture.

1.) You must be 18 or over.
2.) You must have your age in your profile to prove this.
3.) Any fandom is welcome - from Buffy/Angel to Seventh Heaven.
4.) Your fic/art is certainly welcome to deal with the negative consequences of rape/torture/etc. In real life, rape is a tragic, tragic thing.
5.) Your fic/art doesn't have to deal with the negative consequences of rape/torture/etc.
6.) Loving Bondage is welcome as well.

(I've been bad!)

Sunday, July 9th, 2006
2:52 pm
having trouble getting into sub space
anyone had this where they just can't get into sub space? i had a wonderful beating last night, including a single tail, and i just couldn't get there. i'd say it's the loss of my bf/fellow masochist, but it's been going on a lot longer than that. ideas?

(1 spank as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
10:40 pm
[fiction] Traffic Lights
My life has got a lot more interesting recently. I mean, it was pretty interesting before, but now - hmmm.

Actually, I think we can pinpoint it down to one crucial instant.

We were out, in public. Like 'normal' people (as if you can tell who's normal and who isn't just by looking!). I wasn't collared, or wearing special/specific/particular clothes/jewellery/make-up. No cuffs, no special instructions, no rules. Nothing. I therefore, fairly understandably I think, assumed I was out with my boyfriend, and not my Master.

Right up until I ruffled his hair.Collapse )

(2 spanks as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
10:04 pm
how do you?

I was once a second in a two year relationship (open relationship). I have endo, ocd, mild to severe depression, anxiety and panic attacks... I am now kind of getting my feet back into the water of dating.. I am also a submissive person, and into bondage and s/m... I find it hard sometimes to tell people that I am poly, etc... Or those that I have feeling for if they are already in a relationship to tell them as well... That I have feelings for them... Have any of you had issues with this, or how did/do you go about dating and such.. Esp for any of you who may have health issues?

(1 spank as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Monday, March 27th, 2006
12:00 am
why do I always start thinking whilst in the shower?
Sniffling, wiping a few tears away, he helps me to my feet whilst carefully keeping the back of my skirt up. I am equally careful to keep my panties at my knees - the one time I let them drop to the floor he put me straight back over his lap. I didn't make the same mistake twice! Once upright I take over holding my skirt up, valiantly resisting the urge to drop everything and rub frantically at the fire in my bottom. I hate being in this much trouble, that 'warm up' hurt as much as a regular spanking.

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Friday, March 3rd, 2006
8:36 am
hey all
Hey all,

I really hope this is okay, they are a great band, and i just want to share them with you all. And think that it might be a good way for any of us in the portland area to meet and get to know each other in a safe way.

superego99 are playing at rock n roll pizza on march 26th.. its 5 bucks to get in.. be there by at least seven pm.. i am going to try and be there.. they are also playing there may 4th.

See you all there!!!!

(I've been bad!)

Wednesday, February 15th, 2006
9:25 pm
HIV Vaccine Breakthrough?
Hope this is okay to post, thought it was very interesting.
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Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
10:03 pm
I have a question for everyone here.
I'm incredibly new to all of this. My boyfriend jokingly mentioned spanking me one day and I realized then that the thought of it really turns me on. However, after reading some of the spanking stories on lj groups, I'm becoming sort of wary about getting into it. In general, as a person, I'm indecisve, I like being told what to do and don't like being in control. This would lend itself very well to a "submissive" role. But even though I find some of it sexy, it seems like it's discouraging personal growth. Am I, in essence, turned on by punishing myself for my own deficiencies, but doing nothing to change them? Rather than actually working to correct what I would consider to be things I need to work on, it seems like a submissive role would prevent me from doing so. It seems like when it comes to sub/dom, it's not just restricted to sex. It seems more like it's a lifestyle of sorts.
I am just casually interested in things like being controlled, spanked, etc. but also, when I've read erotica by people who are really into it, the dominant person enjoys making the submissive cry, beg, sort of like abuse. I understand that this community encourages respect for your partner. But just the idea of my boyfriend coming to get off on the idea of making me cry, etc...is a really big turn off for me. I don't want to jump headfirst into this kind of thing if I end up feeling really uncomfortable about it later, but having already gotten my boyfriend into it.
Has anybody been into spanking or submission without getting SO into it that they reach the extreme point written about in lots of submissive erotica? :/

(6 spanks as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Saturday, October 1st, 2005
1:50 pm

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JOIN or DIE!!!
This is my first community. It sucks, but please join anyway even if you don't give a fuck less about metal OR 'Saved By The Bell'!!!

Current Mood: crazy

(I've been bad!)

Sunday, September 4th, 2005
8:15 pm
Southwest Leather Conference: Phoenix Rising
Southwest Leather Conference: Phoenix Rising
"The Leather Family Gathering of Heart and Spirit"

January 20-22, 2006

Celebrating its fourth year, The Southwest Leather Conference
(SWLC) will be held January 20-22, 2006 at the Crowne Plaza Hotel
in Phoenix, Arizona.

SWLC draws leatherfolk of all genders, orientations and roles from
the Southwest Region (AZ, CA, CO, HI, NV, NM, OK, TX, UT, North
America and Canada. The event provides a vehicle for regional
leather clubs, organizations and individuals to gather and celebrate
the leather tribe of which we are all a part.


Over 30 workshops with topics ranging from spiritual development to
ritual and practices of SM; from self-exploration to relationship
building workshops.

Sunday morning's brunch features Keynote Speaker Master Z, 2004
Southwest Regional and 2004 International Master.


We are currently seeking couples who self identify as Master/slave
regardless of age, race, religion gender or sexual orientation for
this event, a celebration of the Master/slave dynamic. Winning
contestants go on to compete at the International Master/slave
contest at South Plains Leatherfest in 2006. For more info, please
visit the SWLC website or contact SWLC Executive Director S. Robert
at swlcrobert @ cox.net

We are currently seeking contestants for The Southwest Bootblack
Contest, established to promote and honor the art and skills
involved in boot-blacking. For more info, please visit the SWLC
website or contact SW Bootblack Contest Coordinator Linda "Bootpig"
Hall at msolympusleather2003 @ cox.net

We are currently seeking couples for this title, that is open to all
Daddy/boy leather couples regardless of gender, race, age or
orientation, and who have been together for at least one year in a
Daddy/boy relationship. For more info, please visit the SWLC website
or contact U.S. Daddy/boy Contest Coordinator boy Joe at
leatherboyaz @ msn.com

Vendor wares will be available from 1:00 pm on Friday, through 3:00
pm on Sunday.

Watch for details on the website about this new Friday Night event,
featuring an outrageous dance and fetish art party.

On Saturday Night, Arizona Power Exchange will host a Pansexual
Dungeon Party at the APEX Dungeon. This event is available as a
separate purchase and tickets will be on sale at the APEX table at
the Conference. Discount available to APEX's reciprocal
organizations upon presentation of your membership card at the time
of ticket purchase.

Join in the powerful tradition of Southwest Leather Conference with
the Spirit Dance, Energy Pull and Ball Dance. The Spirit Dance is a
ritual energy pull where participants are tethered together with
piercing hooks. The Ball Dance's participants have balls and
ornaments suspended from their bodies through temporary piercing and
threads. Others may drum, be spirit dancers or simply bear witness
to this beautiful culmination of the weekend. Spirit and Ball
Dancers may register online or at the door for 30.00 per person. Be
sure to book your return flight late, as all Conference attendees
are encouraged to attend.

This year's event will be held at the Crowne Plaza Phoenix. Room
rates are $89.00 per night and reservations are available by calling
888-797-9878. Be sure to mention "Southwest Leather" for the
discounted room rate. Hotel room blocks are limited so please make
your reservations early.

Registration packages are available at
* $85.00 per person through October 31, 2005
* $105.00 per person from November 1 – December 31, 2005
* $125.00 per person from January 1 through event day

Access to all Workshops, Contest Events, Friday and Saturday
receptions, Dance of Souls, Auctions, Vendor Row, and a free Run Pin.

Please note that Fetish Ball, Dungeon Party and Keynote Brunch
tickets are available as separate purchases. Watch the website for
further details and pricing information on these three events.

There are several ways for your leather group or organization to
support the Southwest Leather Conference. For more details, please
visit our website or contact SWLC Sponsorship & Advertising Sales
Director Lady Patricia at arizonanomad @ hotmail.com

Limited Volunteer opportunities are available to anyone in the
Southwest Region. Discounted registration will be granted based on
the number of hours volunteered. Volunteers are able to attend
workshops and all contest events. If you are interested, please
contact SWLC COO & Volunteer Coordinator girl ronda at grl_ronda @

Be a part of the heart and spirit of leather by joining us at
Southwest Leather Conference!

~ * ~ ~ * ~ ~ * ~ ~ * ~ ~ * ~


Executive Director (Information, questions, comments, etc.)
S. Robert at swlcrobert @ cox.net

Marketing & Promotions Director
Stephen Bloom at mrpadlock2001 @ hotmail.com

National Public Relations Director (Internet Publicity & Media
girl debbie at girldebbie2004 @ yahoo.com

(I've been bad!)

8:07 pm
Black and Blue Bash - 10 Year Anniversary - Arizona Amazons
We hope to see everyone on Sept 30th for the big 10 year Anniversay Black and Blue Bash!!! This is a WOMEN ONLY event.


(I've been bad!)

8:01 pm
First Arizona Leather Family Picnic in Phoenix
The newly formed Arizona Leather Alliance, an alliance of Leather/kink
organizations in Arizona is coordinating a Leather Family Picnic to be held
Saturday, September 10th at Steele Indian School Park, located at 3rd Street
and Indian School Road.

The picnic will be held at Noon to 5pm and is open to all members of the
Arizona Leather/kink lifestyle, especially members of Leather/kink
organizations in the state.
The event is BYOP (bring your own picnic), there will be an alcohol permit,
but be aware glass containers are not permitted at Steele Park. The park
also has limited BBQ grill facilities.

The Arizona Leather Alliance is a growing coalition of Arizona organizations
including the Arizona Power Exchange, Arizona Amazons, Arizona Women of
Leather, Arizona Men of Leather, Desert Dominion, Universal Brotherhood of
the Leatherlords, Masters and slaves Together and the Phoenix boys of

Media contact:
Stephen Bloom

(2 spanks as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Monday, August 8th, 2005
10:49 pm
Tulsa Dungeon Society Demo and Discussion Day!!
The Tulsa Dungeon Society Demo and Discussion Day
will be held on Saturday, September 24, 2005.

Time: 9:00am to 4:00pm - Doors open at 8:30am

Breakfast, Lunch, coffee and tea will be available,
courtesy of TDS. Other non-alcoholic beverages will be
available for purchase.

$20.00 per attendee until midnight Aug. 25, 2005
Prices will go up to $30.00 per attendee until midnight Sep 18.
This new policy allows for an accurate count for catering and prevents
unknown “curiosity seekers” disrupting our kink.

TBA, Tulsa Oklahoma

To register, and for more information, visit: http://www.tulsadungeonsociety.org/sept_demo_05.html
A list of local hotels/motels will be sent with the RSVP
acknowledgement, along with party locations and hours.

Read all about it hereCollapse )

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Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
7:37 pm
New (hopefully) to BDSM?
I'm pretty young (20), I live in the DC area, and I don't exactly bring in a 5 or 6 figure salary but I'm definitely into Femdom and would love to be a male submissive (amateur at least). How do I go about getting into the lifestyle? Any information would be most appreciative! IM me (lumineferusother) or email me (lumineferusother@hotmail.com) if you'd like also!

(2 spanks as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Thursday, June 30th, 2005
2:20 pm
New Community
humbled_females is a new female submissive-centric image and discussion community which should interest a select group here. You must be eighteen or older, and a sincere enthusiast to join.

(I've been bad!)

Sunday, May 1st, 2005
11:12 pm
I've been playing a lot of board games recently. Scrabble and Risk and Monopoly and stuff. And this morning I woke up to some rather amusing thoughts. How could you make spanking variations of these games? Scrabble: loser's spanked the difference between theirs and the winner's score? Person who scores lowest each round gets the highest number of spankes? And so on. But I was rather amused with Monopoly to imagine that, instead of paying the bank (e.g. taxes), one could accept swats from the banker instead. Say, £5 is one swat with a reasonably light instrument. And buying a house to put on one of the cheaper properties is £50. Or if you're in jail and don't roll a double within three goes, you can pay 50 or take 50 handspanks, or something.

Yeah, my brain's weird at 6am on a Sunday morning!!

Current Mood: amused

(5 spanks as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
12:34 am
DC Fems
Anyone here from the DC area?

(I've been bad!)

Thursday, February 17th, 2005
4:57 pm
a BDSM question
can anyone point me in the direction of any info related to BDSM practices and pregnancy, IE what is safe, whats not... ANY info would be helpful, and any person stories would be appreciated as well

just got the good news and wanted to start gathering some resources

Current Mood: excited

(I've been bad!)

Sunday, January 30th, 2005
7:18 pm
He got home from work to find me in a foul mood. Not only was I slamming around the kitchen, but I couldn't keep the scowl off my face. Normally when I get mad my face goes expressionless, but this time I couldn't control it. So Rob walked in, opened his mouth to say "Hi, honey, I'm home" or somesuch, but closed it again and just stood watching me. That just made me even more mad.

"What?" I snapped.

His eyebrows shot up. "Bad day?"

"What do you fucking think?" I shot back.

"Anne, you know the rule about swearing in this house." His voice was firm and held a warning.
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Monday, January 24th, 2005
10:23 am
My husband and I have a spaking fetish. Him more so than me.

I was trying to come up with a few good ideas for us. One i did come up with is a letter from the principal...as if I had done something bad at high school that warranted a spanking! ;)

Only problem is I can't come up with a letter! I am not the least bit creative.

Can someone please help?

Anyone have any other ideas?


(6 spanks as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
10:20 am
i have a project i could use help on.

i am certainly not new to the lifestyle, i've been a competant dom for about two years now. but now i find myself hosting my first munch, and i'm lost as to how to begin planning. have any of you been in this predicament before?


(2 spanks as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Monday, September 6th, 2004
1:14 am
New Austin Fetish Movie Company
hi everyone,

my girlfriend and i are starting a new fetish movie company in austin, texas. we're looking for people to work with both in front of the camera and behind the scenes. if you'd like to be in a movie or have any fimmaking skills, please get in touch with us at aquariusfwinc@aol.com.



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Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
1:30 pm
hi everyone...
i just joined this community and wanted to say hello!
i am into age play and my Daddy spanks me often...even if i don't deserve it...but i usually do ;-)
so anyway, just a short little intro!

Current Mood: chipper

(I've been bad!)

Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
12:34 am
I'm New
Hey all. I just joined. My husband is really into spanking, and since I have jealousy issues he just stopped going to spanking chat, so I figured I'd join to see if I can get ideas on how to make spanking play fun for us r/l.

Current Mood: curious

(5 spanks as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
3:01 pm
In UK April and May
Am back in the UK and will be continuing projects staring second week of April through May.

If anyone is interested in being a part of them contact me at:

I will also be helping any new models to work on their portfolios in exchange for modelling time.

Current Mood: artistic

(I've been bad!)

Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
3:24 pm

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Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
6:34 pm
Hey everyone!

I'm doing a research paper on BDSM for a sociology class... I was wondering if anyone can give me pointers for good places to find academic work on any aspect of BDSM.

(5 spanks as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Saturday, February 21st, 2004
5:47 pm

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5:15 pm

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Monday, February 16th, 2004
1:10 pm
:: spanking instruments ::
here is a list of everything we own that i get spanked with:

wooden paddle
leather riding crop
metal hanger (stretched out so its like a thin cane)
plastic hairbrush
wooden ruler
wooden spoon
leather belt
electrical cord
jump rope (actual rope)
bungee cord (3" thick rubber)

and other fun stuff:
flavored massage oil
metal handcuffs
small butt plug
big vibrator
bigger jelly vibrator!

Current Mood: horny

(5 spanks as punishment. | I've been bad!)

Tuesday, February 10th, 2004
3:19 pm
:: new community ::
hey everyone! please forgive the x-post. i just started a new community for portlanders and bdsm-ers? anyway, please check it out. =)


(I've been bad!)

12:31 pm
:: scene ::
he came up with this scene for us to do. we've never done that before because i always feel a little silly "acting" out a scene. it feels really fake to me for some reason. but i never refuse to do something he wants. teehee. it was his idea for me to be a high school girl who was just about to light a cigarette when her dad comes home and catches her, then gives her a spanking for it. he said, he best thing about this scene is he gets to be the "father" which (he says) represents authority, and the girl was doing something bad which she needs to be punished for. he says the biggest turn on for a spanking is giving it to someone who deserves it.

so he was out in the living room watching tv. i had just taken a shower and shaved all but a little (usually i just shave my pussy bare, but he complained about it last time so i left just a little bit). i put on a pair of sheer string bikini panties, these really short red shorts (they look like boxers) and a white polo shirt that i unbuttoned all the way down to my bra. i threw my bathrobe over all of this and came out to the living room. i asked him, "do you need to go outside for anything?" he said yes once he caught on to what i was trying to do, but made me wait in another room while he prepped our room. i heard the door close and knew i could come out.

i took my pack of cigarettes to the living room and sat on the couch. just as i was about to light one, my dad walked in! he was home from work, early! quickly i threw the unlit cigarette on the coffee table, but he had already seen it. "what are you doing?" he asked me in his deep, angry voice. trying to play innocent, i said, quietly, "nothing..." and hung my head. "are those cigarettes?" he asked, outraged. still looking at the ground i said, "yes..." "i cant believe this. i work hard all day and i have to come home to this: my own daughter, smoking. 10 seconds later and it would have been lit. well, what do you have to say for yourself?" "i'm sorry." "sorry's not good enough. i'm going to have to teach you a real lesson so you wont forget next time. what did i say i would do if i ever caught you smoking?" "give me a spanking." "thats right. get in here," he said, grabbing my arm firmly and dragging me behind him into the bedroom.

in the bedroom he demanded me to take my bathrobe off, and i did. i stood there in my revealing outfit as he sat on the bed and commanded me to get over his lap. i quickly obeyed. i knew i had a bad spanking coming, i didnt want to make it worse by taking too long to do what he wanted. he told me to pull down my shorts and panties. "youre going to get a hairbrush spanking on your bare ass," he told me. i grimaced, but held still as long as i could.

first was the hairbrush. the one we have for spanking is a big flat one with a square back. its plastic, and one of the more painful things he spanks me with. he warmed me up with the hairbrush, then lectured me for a minute. then he used the ruler. usually the ruler dosnt hurt that bad, but he loves the ruler so he tends to get carried away with it. the ruler spankings hurt a lot because my ass was already rosy from the hairbrush, and more sensitive. i begged him to stop. "are you going to stop smoking?" "yes daddy, i wont smoke anymore, i promise!!" "you can promise all you want, it wont do you any good now," he said, and it made me so hot. he kept spankling me, and i thought i might pass out, it hurt so bad. the thing i love about spankings though, is the pain. the pain isnt ordinary pain. its exquisite. the pain is better somehow, its hard to describe. he used a few other things on me but honestly i dont know what they were. all i could feel was the pain. i scremed, i pleaded with daddy to stop, but he wouldnt. i squirmed around, but he wouldnt stop. finally i thought, maybe he's waiting for me to stop moving and just take it? so i gathered the rest of my willpower that i had left and planted myself right there and resolved not to budge. but that wasnt what he want waiting for. i could feel the heat off my cheeks, but still he continued....

i couldnt tell you when he stopped, but it was amazing. he stopped being my "dad" and told me how amazing i was to take that spanking, and then he fucked me in the ass like a bitch. i came so hard on his dick, so many times....

it was great.
(x-posted, please forgive me, or else spank me for misbehaving

Current Mood: sexy

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Monday, February 9th, 2004
8:37 pm
Spanking and feminism
I would like to write a story on spanking and feminism for a spanking anthology.

I've known about this anthology for months now, but have only just decided to get my tush into gear on actually composing something for it.

I'd like to hear your thoughts on this topic - anyone, anyone at all.

Some things to consider:

Do you believe you can be a feminist and a bottom?
How do you tie feminism to spanking?
Are they even related?
How would you defend your spanking needs to feminists, if criticsed, or vice-versa?
Do you think there's a difference in the way it relates to feminism between M/f and F/f or F/m spanking?

Anything else you can think of?

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Monday, January 12th, 2004
12:30 am
:: aftercare ::
i forget who (i'm very sorry!), but someone here on lj asked me if i knew about "after care" (after getting a spanking). she gave me a link, to a bdsm website, but i cant seem to find link she was referring to... does anyone know what "after care" is, and what it entails? i would much appriciate any advice/help anyone out there has to offer me. links would be great too. sorry but i'm really clueless about the whole thing, i'm relitively unexperienced in the spanking arena, compared to most, i've only been getting spanked for about 2 years now, and dont talk to anyone in my "real life" about it, all my research has been web-based, and you know how reliable that can be!
thank you all for your help, in advance! =)

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Sunday, January 4th, 2004
12:04 pm
:: E ::
when i was on e that night, i was sooo bad. i was such a naughty, dirty little slut, and i couldnt believe my own ears at the things i said. first, when we were at the club, i asked him if he wanted to rent a porno that night, and he said we could. when we left the club, the place we went to was closed (it was about 2 am). damn. i suggested, we could just watch some of his videos he has at home? he said ok.
in the car he started telling me that tonight probably would have been a really good night for a threesome, i seemed like i would have been into it. i was disappointed he disnt ask one of the girls at the club to come home with us, but it was too late by then. i said, i would have loved to get a girl to come home with us. i asked him to tell me, in great detail, what he would do to us, what we would do, etc. and he told me. i unzipped his pants and started going down on his while he was driving still. to my disappointment, my mouth was all dry from the e so i couldnt give him head well at all.
we got home and i was still trippin out. i took a quick shower, and told him to set everything up so we'd be ready when i got out.
when i got out of the shower, i didnt bother to get dressed, but i brought the towel to keep we warm. he sat me over his lap and turned on the first video: spanking. he told me about what was going on in the movie in a soft, low, sexy voice. since i was rolling really hard, i couldnt quite have a coherent thought. when the girl in the video started getting a spanking, he started spanking me too. hard. he even had a hairbrush and a wooden spoon with him. we watched that for 10 or 15 minutes... then he turned on another. this was just regular porn. it was this blonde girl in a swing getting fucked, and there were all these other girls around her just watching. that was weird. thats when he got behind me and put his big cock in my ass. he fucked me in the ass for 45 minutes! oh it felt good.
i never had the courage to tell him sober, but i knew he always wanted to know what me and "star" did together. "star" and i worked together a few years ago, and we were really good friends. one night after work, we went to her friends house, who happened to be a real drug dealer! he gave us each a pill of e, and then we drank a bit, and then had a threesome. "star" and i also did somethings. anyway, i knew he always wanted to 2know details of what we did, but i could never tell him. but that night, rolling, as he was fucking me, i told him. and it was so hot. i got off on a lot of unusual things that night; things that dont usually turn me on. but it was great. oh, it will go down in my memory forever.

(I've been bad!)

Friday, January 2nd, 2004
6:20 am
Eep, introduction. I'm new and kind of ignorant, but joining as many communities as I can sink my claws into to try and learn as much as possible. I'm used to lurking quietly, so please forgive my bland intro. : ) Howdy!

(Sorry, x-posted due to lack of creativity ^__^)

Current Mood: nervous

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Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003
10:41 am
X-Posted to other communities..
I decided that there should be more BDSM related communities that allow people of all ages to join.. Considering I don't have much experience in the BDSM world, I can understand other Livejournal users' frustration, but I can't really provide much in the community when it comes to information, except what I can find on the net and from others. I'm hoping that, by x-posting this to various BDSM communities (and others), I can get some people to join.. And hopefully some who are a bit more experienced than I am.. After all the purpose of me creating the community was to inform people (and myself!:P). I guess that's enough info, or too much.. So yea.. The community is [Unknown LJ tag]

If anyone would check it out, that'd be great!! =)

Current Mood: accomplished

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Monday, December 22nd, 2003
5:48 pm
what would be a good thing to get someone who likes spanking? something to spank me with of course, the only trouble would be finding something that we dont already have.
any ideas? thanks!

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Friday, December 19th, 2003
1:12 am
:: spank a thon ::
hi, i'm new here and thought i'd, eh, introduce myself. hope you like it...:

last night when he came home, somehow i got into a position that the only was out of it was a spanking. (yippee!) he brought out this paddle that he uses on me. i looked at it, grabbed it, and said, "this is too soft," and proceeded to rip the foam off one side, revealing a thin wooden paddle. oooh, loud, and fucking painful too!! jeez, what a great idea. i'm a genious when it comes to getting spanked. it was great because, he couldnt resist spanking with it either. we both got what we wanted. a very serious spanking, yet fun.
my ass what red for hours.

(I've been bad!)

Saturday, December 6th, 2003
4:58 pm
Hey.. I've been sort of watching this community for awhile, and I figured it was time to join. My name is Amber, and I'm 16 years old. I know I'm kind of young, but I've been interested in BDSM for quite awhile, and now that I know one of my friends is very much into it.. Well, I guess you could say I'm starting to act on my curiousity. The guy in question makes me be sub, and I actually enjoy that.. I've only done shit with him like once before, no sex, but I want to continue doing it.. Just being tied up, gaged, etc. It's not that we're dating or anything, he's just a very good friend, and I trust him. I was wondering if anyone could give me any advice on BDSM in general. He knows I've never actually participated in it before him, but if we do anything again, I don't want to look like I know absolutely nothing about the lifestyle..

I didn't mean to make this post so long, but I'm kind of nervous. :) I'm really eager to please him, I guess you could say, because I really care about him.. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. (Sorry, but I might be x posting this to a couple other communities.. There's so few that don't have an age limit in their info!!!)

Current Mood: curious

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Monday, November 10th, 2003
12:17 pm
lovely red marks

that's my take on last night. i was the first time i have really, really been spanked. (previously it had all been smacks on the ass while engaged in intercourse)

this is how it went down:
he has this knife. no, we didn't do knife play let me finish . . . . he's in the marine reserves, he has this marine issued fighting knife. it's called a K-bar. the blade is pretty big - 7 in. and it comes in a leather sheath. (you can see the knife and sheath here.) do you see where i'm going with this? he spanked me with it. hard. (yes the knife was in the sheath so steel was the force behind the swings) although next time i have no doubt it will be harder. he covered my ass thoroughly, and my very upper thighs. i was squirming, yelping, trying to muffle my cries with the pillow. when i couldn't take it any longer my hands flew back to cover my ass. he put the knife down, removed my hands, lifted my waist and ass up in the air and then took me very forceably from behind. did i tell you this was all taking place on the floor? on a rug - on the wood floors, in between the fireplace and the coffee table and couch. if i slipped a little, let my ass drop to much he would very sternly reminded me, "you DON'T want me to spank you again." it happened a couple times though. so he picked up the knife and started hitting my thighs while he was still in me. he commented how lovely the red marks were. he came hard inside me. he told me, "you're going to have to sleep on your stomach tonight." he was right. sitting here writing about it i can still feel the sting.

while sleeping we definitely cling to each other, legs and arms intertwined. so waking up this morning we both tossed and turned a bit, starting to stir and we were rubbing each other in all the right places. it's a sleepy, slow foreplay. he made me climb on top of him and pushed into me so swift and hard. it took my breath away for a minute. then he turned us so we were side by side. we've been talking a lot about having a 3sum lately, and there is one girl in particular that we would like to do it with, yet i haven't seemed to convince her yet. let's call her *L*. (i don't know if she wants to be identified or not) anyways, as we are side by side he asked me what i would do if we were just like this with L, and she was squatting over me, over my face. so i try very hard to imagine her over me and how i would be licking her, fucking her with my tongue. then he asked, what would it taste like if i had cum into her earlier and you were licking her? and he guided me to reached down between us and he pulled 1/2 way out of me and told me to get a big scoop and taste it. so i fondled him as he was slightly moving in and out of me, and scooped up a finger full of myself and started to suck on my fingers. then he got a couple more fingerfuls and made me suck it of his fingers. i then pushed him away, out of me, and went down on him, getting even a healthier taste. then i jumped back on top of him and immediately came. he then flipped us over so he was on top and fucked me along while before he came.

the perfect way to start off a morning.


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